Think about the word satisfied for a minute. What comes to mind? Maybe images of Thanksgiving surface, reminding you of a perfectly cooked turkey, plump mashed potatoes, and a slice of pumpkin pie topped with vanilla ice cream. Or maybe—if you’re like me—the word satisfied produces visions of a turquoise ocean, a white sandy beach, and a drink that looks good with a tiny umbrella in it. Whatever comes to mind, sit for a minute and dream. Dream about the sounds of children laughing or waves lapping onto the shore. Dream about that moment—that perfect moment—when everything just seems right. There are no worries to think about or errands to run. Your fears took the day off, and the demands of your life went for a hike. There’s peace. There’s joy. You are completely and totally satisfied. It doesn’t happen very often, does it?
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.
John 6:35
Jesus tells us that He is the Bread of Life. I don’t know about you, but bread isn’t necessarily my favorite kind of food. Sure, I enjoy a piece of toast now and then; and there’s nothing like a good baguette dipped in homemade soup. But when I read that Jesus is the Bread of Life, it’s easy for me to dismiss it as irrelevant. Now, had he said he was the Nachos of Life, well then He’d be speaking my language!
So what does this mean to us here in the 21st century? Does this identity of Jesus have any power to change our lives when bread isn’t usually the thing we dream about in our spare time? I think it does. In fact, I think if we could grasp what Jesus is saying to us here, we would never be the same. Our insecurities, our lack of fulfillment, and even our failures would be swallowed up in His sufficiency. Are you tired of being tired? Are you finished looking for ways to satisfy the hunger inside of you with things that you know will never last? Jesus is calling to you today. Right here. Right now. He wants to satisfy the deepest longings of your heart. He wants to calm the storm that’s raging around you and hold you in the shadow of His wings.
Jesus desires one thing from us: trust. He wants us to believe in Him. Yes, it begins with believing in Him as our Savior, but then it must move beyond that. He wants us to believe that He is enough, and that He can satisfy the deepest longings of our hearts. But we make it so complicated. We want Him to perform for us. It’s easy to trust Him when His performance is impressive, but then we so quickly doubt Him at the first sign of hardship.
How are you hoping God will perform in your life right now? What are the things you are asking Him for?
I think that we often live waiting for the circumstances of our lives to fall into place. In a sense, we see good things that happen to us as our “meals”. We think that we will find satisfaction when we get that job, find that husband, get out of debt…the list goes on. In the meantime, we get restless, frustrated, and grumpy because we’re hungry. If the thing we’re waiting for doesn’t show up on time, the growling begins. Trust me, I know. I don’t like missing a meal. Ask my husband how many times I’ve been upset with him for not being home on time so we can eat!
We know that Jesus is good. We are probably even aware of our need for Him. But instead of coming to Him to find fulfillment, we “snack” on Him. Sounds kind of weird, I know, but do you see what I mean? A little bit here. A little bit there. Hmm, I’m feeling kind of empty, just a bit lonely, or maybe a little afraid. So we snack. Maybe a little bite on Sunday morning. Or we read the Bible for a few minutes at the end of the day before our eyes get too heavy to keep them open. It always surprises me that I can watch two hours of pointless sitcoms, and as soon as I get in bed and open my Bible, my eyes feel pinned down with twenty pound weights.
Now don’t get me wrong, here. I don’t think there’s a magic amount of time you need to spend reading your Bible and praying. I personally don’t think there’s anything wrong with watching TV. But if you want fulfillment—if you want life to be more than waiting for good things to happen to you—then you have to do more than snack on Jesus. You have to make him the main course. And you need to have the main course often.
In what ways do you “snack” on Jesus?
2 comments:
I love this! I just stumbled upon your blog and I am so glad that I did. When I was reading it I couldn't help to think how much of Capernwray I hear in your writing. It is awesome that even though we went to Capers years apart, the teaching has been able to stay strong and steady. I need to start back writing some Bible studies, and I think the way you share it (on a blog) is genius....You are writing and anyone can dip in and see life from your perspective at any time. I will definitely be back to read some more. Thank you for sharing!
Cousin Leah
PS. I haven't seen you or the fam for YEARS! not ok...
I agree...I think there are times that we "use" Jesus to get us over the hump in our life. Rather than rely on Him completely for our ever need. Thanks for this post! Love you, girl!
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